Yeah. I am going completely crazy. I just thought that you guys should be the first to know. Since I randomly felt like writing about it.

First:
-I got fired from my job two weeks ago this coming Wednesday. Good thing is that I got a job practically handed to me on Thursday. Thank god.

-There is this annoying-ass woman that I have to work with. She's like freaking 24. She's a bitch, and she's dumber than hell. She randomly announced to the entire class that I apparently have "anxiety issues" and thus, can't speak in public. And then she told the entire class (we're in training) that I have no life. Then she went on and on about how she feels bad for me because I never talk to anyone (that's a lie) and I obviously have no friends (wtf is that about?) and I have "issues". Then she randomly switched to telling me that I'm a "stupid, stuck up, condescending bitch." Wtf? And she randomly goes on and on about how she "knows I hate her" because I keep giving her "nasty looks" and that apparently I think she's stupid. Are you kidding me? I pretty much ignore her.
She literally freaking makes fun of the entire training class. There is literally one girl in the entire class who actually likes her. She won't leave me the fucking hell alone. I'm going to kick her ass. I swear.

-There are definitely some issues with Ohayocon and some certain people. I'm getting tired of the entire thing. It's like no one is in any way prepared. It's horrible. I'm spazzing out about my lack of costume, my lack of money, and my lack of being able to speak German.

Second:
-My apartment is a complete mess, and I don't have time to clean, because I'm working 3:15-11:45 and pretty much get up, leave, run errands and then go to work, come home and sleep. It's freaking horrible. I'm always tired, and busy as hell.

-People keep BOTHERING ME when I have free time. There is this annoying girl who is stalking me via twitter/msn because I'm a freaking Mod for her RP group. She's like "fix my problems, fix my problems!" I can't *do* anything for the fact that she freaking powerplays and no one wants to RP with her now. Tired of hearing the same story. Seriously.

-Everyone is always like "come do this, go do that, blah blah blah", so I have to be awake at the butt crack of dawn to get everything done. Which kind of sucks, but I'm getting used to the schedule.

-My job is only until January, and I won't be offered a permanent position unless I'm crazily good at what I do. By the way, I'm in customer service and I answer phones for a living. Well, and I assist customers.

Third:
-I'm going back to school in January, so that's going to be interesting. I'm going to have to go through work and school, and try to get everything done and still have some freaking free time. Which sounds hard, because I'll be working alternating weekends. *sighs*


Mostly, the annoying bitch at work is getting to me. Thus I feel like I never feel like I fit in and always feel freaking awkward around people. There are maybe 3 people that I don't feel awkward as shit around.
I'm just getting used to accepting favors and stuff from friends. I'm good with giving them money/food/etc but not taking things from people. XD

Did you guys know that there's next to nothing on cable at 2 in the morning? Just wondering.

Anyway, I'm off to bed, I think.

Tomorrow I'm going to freaking practice German. And maybe try to draw something. I'm going to learn to draw if it freaking kills me.